heey everyone . my name is alyssa . and im thirteen from pennsylvania . and ive been dying to get out of this place and head to california or new york . im starting high school in the fall . oh yeeh, i adore my wonderful friends and im completely in love with summer . i play field hockey, of course . and i dance too . i write poems and im in love with quotes and icons . i have one sibling <3 my little sister, amber . and id rather be living on the beach . comments and subscribe if you like the site and if you take any icons or quotes . pleeease .


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Monday, January 16, 2006


yoou need to stop playen
'round with all the clowns && the wangstas
good girls gotta get doown
with the gangstas



&&   while your sleepen with your
pride `    wishen i could hold you tight
ill be oover you and on
with my own life    <33



and the scars that coveer
her wrists make it impossible
for her to forget your name



you and me are nothing more
than a crossed out heart carved
into a tree    * in my backyard



i wish that i could make her see
shes just the flavor of the week
`     x o O x



and theres something missing in
her smiles
when hes not around



lie to me
i promise `   ill believe yoou



dont flatter yourself
sweetheart
your truley nothing specail



hang me in your memories
your smiles the rope
tie it tight around my throat|
<33

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and yeeh i know i said

that wed be better off alone

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shes a complete wreck
when she doesnt have you around
`    x o O x



if only you could see
these tears im cryen
feel these hands that cant
stop shaken, baby



as she moves on
his faded picture `   comes to mind
but she pushes it aside
and says ' not this time '



if she could somehow rewind
if she could take it all back
if she could do it all again
she would in a heartbeat

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dont make her wait
just because you know she will




x o O x    ` comment


Sunday, September 18, 2005



i can see it now *   five minutes pass //     ten minutes now
he still hasnt called
i know it will ruin my night and possibly even my tomorrow
its this viscious cycle i go through everyday
ill stare at the phone   just stare at it
hopen that it will ring hopen that somethen good will happen
but we both know im wrong
nothen good can happen //    atleast not now </3


say that im young
say that ill get over him
go ahead say it *   go ahead
&& liee <33



when the phone rings //   do you ever hope that its me ?





i hate the fact that
you sit around sayen you miss me
and yet you do nothing about it


you didnt break my heart
you killed it
a part mended
but something dead cannot be healed

how can you call it love when your crying more than smiling ? </3




she picks up the razor and
pulls it to her wrist then sets
it back down thinken
' i can handle this '


its been three nights or so
since ive slept
thinken about the promises that
you never kept  </3

im no angel but i bet i can make you smile


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you said youd love me until forever
whyd forever have to come
so soon </3

your nothing but a b a c k s t a b b i n g s o n o f a b i t c h  <33 <33



like the pills in your hand
ill never let you down .
i promise you that <33




i hate how we dont talk for weeks
but then all of a sudden you talk to
me again . <3
and its like nothing even happened
as i sloly start falling for you
all over again .


and incase you were wondering you are everything in my life

and he fucks around with her heart
and messed up her life
just because he knows he can




Saturday, August 13, 2005


the paramedics saay ;;
isnt it such a same such a pretty girl
did such an ugly thing ?



her eyes screamed the saddest apologie anyone ever heard </3

what is cute ?
cute is young && inexperienced
holding hands in the car
&& kissing at all the red lights


so lets ignore all the other people because we have each other hunnie




a fucking waste of time is all youve become

 

whats going on between you && me
is it real or fantasty ?
is it forever or temporary ?

i hide a broken heart behind
a laughing faace *    and even though
i saay im over you .
truth is ;; yoou can never be
r e p l a c e d . < / 3

i think ive fallen in too deep . do yoou feel it too ?

so lets leave this place and say that we escaped


its about being in the backseat
in the glow of a conveince store
laughing like hell
and kissing like you mean it

quit saying you love me for once just show me .




l e t s   g o   d a n c i n g
& fall  in  love
& break eachothers  hearts
with a tragic goodbye
& then
tomorrow we can do it all over
a g a i n . < 3


i want to be the friction in your sheets

heres a black top road with a yellow
faded center line .
it can take you back to the place
but it cant take you back in time .


and he said ' your the only one i want '



wish youd open up your big blue eyes
and look the fuck around
maybe then youd notice shes
absolutely crazy
about you . <3


this is for the girls who dont give up on
the first date .
who dont play mind games
who provide a comforting hug and supportive audience
for a story theyve heard a thousand times

if she could show you how much you hurt her
youd never be able to look in her eyes again




Tuesday, August 09, 2005



dont come crying to me when people treat you the way you treated me .


all those ' im sorry ' s
and ' i miss you ' s are completely
useless now . i fucked things up
a long time ago .
</3

i wish i would have saved all the tears you made me cry so i could fucking drown you in them now .



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but you said
i need you now more than i
ever did .
please dont go because im lost
without you .


and everytime i try to give up hope whispers try one more time .

id rather run away with you then spend another day at home . <3


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let go under cover like all
young lovers should .
cause i can kiss you better than
this letter ever could .


shes loosing herself . loosing herself to love .

i love you
but so does she


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life doesnt hurt until you think about it
think how much things have changed
whove youve lost along the way
and about how much of this was
your fault . </3


your a slut a liar and a heartbreaker
but your so damn gorgeous



she might get hurt along the way but shes going to find her true love
one day

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and tonight will go on forever
while we walk around this town like
we own the streets .
and stay awake through the summer
like we own the heat . <3

i didnt want it to mean this much to me .


i didnt want to admit it . it was easier to lie
and hide the hurt and emptiness .
to smile `
instead of cry .


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and looking back on this `   it was never worth it .


she was ready to do anything in
the world just to have him back
but if she would have know it was going
to end here .
she would have just let him go .

i cant say i blame you but i wish i could


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and i wanna know why i even bother
picking myself off the ground .
just so you can knock me back
down again . <3

and we were better than wed ever
been before. you came back to me
after walking out my door. you would
call me on the phone before you even
got home. without me, you said
you were all alone .


cause this time i wont let your words get to my head


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and shes barely hanging on but she knows she cant let go


im just a knotch in your bed post
but your just a line in a song

were always sleeping in but sleeping for the wrong team


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ive got every word youve ever
said to me memorized
and ill use them against you
one at time . <3
just to prove to myself
that i dont need you anymore


and you make it all look so easy like you never even need me

you think i fall for your games
but really i see right through them baby
i just to go along for the ride



Saturday, August 06, 2005


how does it feel to know your
everything `   i need
these butterflies in my stomach
the could bring me to my
knees . <33




current status ;; broken </33

im the kind of girl who cant let anything
go . but you wouldnt know a good thing
if it canme up and slit your throat .



and shell go to bed with her pillows
soaking wet `   praying to god
to wipe the tears from her
eyes . </3


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she says she doesnt care
but the look in her eyes and the
tone of her voice tell a
different story . <3


&&
right there for a moment
i forgot you dont love me
anymore .


and its okay because ive learned how to trust you .




your cocky confidence kills me .
its scary to know `    ill never
get over you .


i feel sorry for the whore you left me for .



my sheets still smell of you . and i cant bring myself to wash them .





you are the best and worst thing
that ever happened to me
all rolled up in one . <33


im so over dosed on apathy and so burnt out on sympathy .

at best im still a wreck in your eyes
come on baby `   tell me more lovely lies
care for me like you used to
and well make the best of what we have
because thats all weve got left . <3



and every conversation i offer falls short of bringing you back to me




turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
cause all our moves
make up for the silence <33


i want to be the friction in your jeans

you always said i had a hard time
saying what was on my mind
so here it goes `   i hate you for
what youve done to me <3



he said ill love you till you die than he
shot a bullet right through her broken heart






im a mess on insecurities .

he said i love you as i sneezed and
said sorry im allergic to bull shit



id rather waste some time with you .

baby you turned nothing into everything .






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